When you see a newborn baby, you think it is cute because the hormones of maternal behavior are being released normally. If the hormones of maternal behavior are not secreted due to stress or various other causes, you will not think it is ‘cute’ (written as a narrative of psychological trauma).
If a mother does not feel ‘cute’ when she is breastfeeding her child due to hormones, she will think of her child as a ‘weird child’ or a ‘nuisance’. You might think that a mother would never think that about her child, but even normal parents usually think that their child is cute, but when the child continues to have behavioral problems and the stress hormones exceed the hormones for maternal behavior, their child become ‘annoying’.
Normally, the hormones of maternal behavior would be present during breastfeeding, but when the stress hormones exceed the hormones of maternal behavior, the child becomes a “weird child”, which is transmitted to the child and becomes a chronic latent inflammation, a psychological trauma (there is research that shows that maternal stress during breastfeeding is related to stress activity regulation in the brain of the child).
There is a tendency to over-involvement because of the guilt of thinking of the child as a ‘weird child’ even though she is a mother. The child has suffered psychological trauma of being a ‘weird child’, but because the mother is over-involved, the child is confused by the illusion that she is cared for by her parents.
When such a child enters group life, peripheral immune cells become active due to the chronic latent inflammation of being a ‘weird child’, and cognitive function deteriorates, resulting in executive dysfunction and inability to do the same things as everyone else. The stress of not being able to do the same things as everyone else causes inflammation and the autoimmunity attacks the ‘weird child’, which causes further inflammation. This leads to cognitive decline and a sense of ‘I’m better than everyone else’ with agnosia.
The autoimmune attack on chronic latent inflammation means that you blame yourself and feel tremendous pain that everyone thinks you are a ‘weird child’. In order to alleviate this great pain, the reward system hormone (dopamine) is released, which makes you feel “I am better than everyone else!” This is why you feel that you are better than everyone else.
‘I’m better than everyone else’ is a feeling produced by the imaginative hormones to alleviate the pain of the psychological trauma of being a ‘weird child’. But if the child’s parents are over-involved, people will think, “This child has been spoilt by her parents, so she is selfish and cannot do the same things as everyone else, and she is a weird child who thinks she is superior”.
When people think or point out such things, the child becomes more and more stressed and their autoimmunity attacks the latent inflammation of the ‘weird child’ and causes even more pain, so they need the hormones of their imagination and dream of unlimited success. This then becomes a cycle that stimulates the people around them to react as “this is a creepy person who is mistaken”, which further stimulates the autoimmune system to attack the chronic latent inflammation and attack themselves.
This ‘weird child’ with chronic latent inflammation thinks that he or she has a superior ability to read people’s feelings and fights with them in his/her head. Then, when they actually interact with the other person, the other person says exactly what they think they are saying. So ‘weird child’ thinks that what he/she thought was right and that he/she has a superior ability to read the other person’s feelings.
But here is one trick.
They create the illusion that the other person thinks they are a ‘weird child’ who is attacking them due to their autoimmunity. Then, because of the fact that the other person actually thought he/she was a “creepy kid” in interaction with him/her, it means that they are able to read the other person’s feelings, which further releases imagination hormones.
What is actually happening is that the other person also has the mental trauma of being a ‘weird child’, and the other person’s autoimmunity becomes active under stress and attacks the chronic latent inflammation. And they are just being aggressive and saying “that person is disgusting” because they are secreting stress hormones of anger to suppress their autoimmunity and reduce inflammation.
It’s not that they can read the other person’s feelings, it’s just that their autoimmunity has been activated by the mutual stress stimulus to the psychological trauma, which is chronic latent inflammation.
When you see someone with the psychological trauma of ‘that weird child’ in front of you, your autoimmunity becomes active and attacks your own chronic latent inflammation, so you release an imaginative hormone of ‘being able to read the other person’s feelings’, which creates an illusion.
And it is difficult for people to admit that it is an illusion, because if they admit that it is an illusion, they will feel the pain of psychological trauma. Because when the autoimmunity is out of control, the heartache is considerable.
If you just realise that you are just attacking chronic latent inflammation by autoimmunity, autoimmunity will quiet down. And just by noticing, your cognitive functions will return to their original state and you will become your true self (all written in narrative).