When a baby is born, two lactogenic hormones are secreted by the brain from the mother during lactation. One is the milk-secreting hormone oxytocin. This is the hormone of happiness and makes the mother feel happy that she has given birth to this child. It is also the hormone that makes you feel trust with your baby.
The other milk-secreting hormone is prolactin. This is called the hormone of maternal behavior, and when secreted, it helps protect the newborn and encourages feeding and nurturing behavior. The secretion of this hormone causes maternal behavior toward the mother’s baby, but due to its protective nature toward the baby, it tends to be hostile and aggressive toward the non-baby husband.
If these two hormones of milk secretion are properly secreted, the mother will feel happy when breastfeeding. But if the stress in the couple’s relationship is at a tremendously high level, the hormones of milk secretion are not properly secreted, and the mother feels like a “lowly child” to her child. If the stress is caused by aversion to the partner’s sexual desire, etc., the secretion of hormones is disrupted and the child becomes a “lowly child”.
If a baby is considered a “lowly child” by its mother, this becomes chronic latent inflammation and remains as a psychological scar (as written in the narrative).
A “lowly child” is an ugly child who is greedy for food and money, gruff and undignified. They are seen as shabby and of low status and social standing. When this chronic latent inflammation of being a “lowly child” remains, peripheral immune cells become active and attack this psychological scar with the slightest stress.
When you attack yourself as a “lowly child,” you want to deny your lowly self, so you suppress your desires. Whether it is appetite, desire for money, and even sexual desire, if you suppress it by saying, “I don’t have that kind of desire,” your desire will grow under the surface and run out of control.
If you desire what others are eating, your autoimmunity will attack the normal cells that are “lowly child” and suppress your appetite, which further increases your hunger and makes you want what others are eating.
The chronic latent inflammation causes peripheral immune cells to become more active and cognitive function to deteriorate, so executive dysfunction occurs and more and more money is lost. Then the desire for more money amplifies and attacks the “lowly child,” which further lowers cognitive function and causes the person to set unrealistic goals.
When the autoimmunity attacks the chronic latent inflammation that is the psychological scar of being a “lowly child,” the libido is suppressed in public. That suppressed libido amplifies and creates a sense of self-centeredness.
Of course, peripheral immune cells become active and attack normal cells, so cognitive function is impaired and the sense of self-centeredness is caused by agnosia, the inability to recognize human emotions and sensations. That creates social stress, and more and more the autoimmunity attacks the “lowly child” and cognitive function declines, and so the cycle goes on.
If you have this psychological scar of “lowly child,” you are extremely sensitive to the shame to which your lowly self is exposed. When you are afraid of shame, all you have to do is to realize that you have a wound called “lowly child.” Because the autoimmune system is attacking the normal cells of “lowly child,” you become extremely sensitive to shame. And because the autoimmunity is out of control attacking the “lowly child,” you can’t stop being angry at the self-centered people around you.
If you are concerned about self-centered people, just notice that your autoimmunity is attacking normal cells, and it will stop attacking the chronic latent inflammation of the “lowly child”.
Then the autoimmunity stops running amok, and you become able to accept your needs as they are.
Furthermore, your cognitive functions will return to their original state, and you will be able to see your life-size self. The life-size self is the self that lives with ease (all written in Narrative).